Like people who actually want to text. Someone who can keep a conversation, will definitely make me put effort. Someone who doesn’t take hours to reply back.
Someone new.
I remember reading a comment on a picture of the Odyvia PS13 I uploaded saying someone should make an S14 version.
NO FUCKING WAY
Acura & Infiniti
Pretty dope. Love how everything goes so well together.
For these past couple of months, better yet years. I have only thought about myself, not worrying about those around me. It’s safe to say, I learned the hard way when the one person I TRULY cared about walked away from me. That moment really opened my eyes, that its time I put down the video games and pick up the key to my future.
I risked 3 years with this special person just to few my passion of technology and how it works. I neglected her and made her feel unappreciated, now I wish I could take all of that back and just make things right between us again. I understand that I messed up and that a relationship take me doing my part not just her doing hers. I let her down and let myself down. I hope you can forgive me and look past my mistakes.
Probably that’s why things between my father and I went sour. We never saw “eye to eye” I wish we did, but like I said “it takes two”. I always blamed him for not trying but then again he did in his own special way and I never noticed it… I regret saying what I said to him now.
My uncle was right, it’s time I focus on what I need to do to get by in this world. Video games and sleeping won’t get me any where in life. I made a lot of silly choices and a lot of mistakes. But those choices have made me realize what I did was wrong and that I should think before I act. I am slowly growing into a man, it’s a scary journey but at the end of the day I hope I become a better person.
Good night.
I’ve decided to get into music production. But here is the turning point, instead of making actual “beats” I will be using my own recordings of me beat-boxing.
I think it would be quite interesting, for those who don’t know I will try to upload a sample of me beat-boxing soon. It’s nothing like Doug E. Fresh but I think with enough practice and effort I could be. Who knows?
Some people think I complain a lot in the posts I write on here. Let me clarify, I am not “complaining” I am “ranting”. If you cannot distinguish the two then you need to go back to school and educate yourself.
Every day someone is dying or committing suicide. You think “retweeting” something on twitter or “liking” a status on Facebook is going to help someone’s family? Pay the costs of the funeral? Sure you can show your “respect” but don’t take it to the extreme and try to capitalize on it. Look what happened with Kony and now Trayvon Martin. What about the missing woman in from Coral Springs, what about the workers in these third world countries. People are so quick to take the money and put it else where but we have homeless people and sick children in America. They need the help and guidance just as much as those in other countries.
All I’m saying is, prioritize. I am not saying not to help those people, I am saying look at how our people are doing before helping other people.
So lately whenever my mom brings up me going into the Military she constantly says “don’t get married till you’re this age and that age”
Blah. Shit is real aggravating, don’t get me wrong I get where she is coming from but she just doesn’t know when to stop. I want to marry my girlfriend now, she in my honest opinion is a one of a kind and couldn’t see myself with anyone else but her. Three years is a long time to be with someone and to just break up to have a future would be hard. I would be constantly comparing every girl to her knowing I can’t find something as real as what she and I shared.
Sigh oh well… Hopefully my girlfriend feels the same way, have to wait for the right time to talk about this.
